A start of my new journey

Okay, these are the last seven hours in my  place of living, my bedroom was nicely clean up, became more empty. First time in my life, I see my room in this kind of situation, the traces of me in my room are the least , never been like that before All this while, the room was messy, many stuff on the desk, but now it is really tidy and empty. "Ya room, your master is going to leave you, leave you clean and tidy". While packing and cleaning the room, I "pack " my feelings too. Goodbye friends and family. Hope all of us get used to the absence of me in Malaysia very soon, especially to my parents.

Someone told me how to deal with the feelings of the last days being in my own hometown. I have to think I will meet up with new friends which is going to be fun, I have to think I have had great times with my friends and family here and I have to feel grateful for that, I have to think anyhow I will be leaving this place eventually sooner or later. Ya, right ways to deal with the feeling of extreme reluctance, but still it is eating me.Anyway, I believe it is temporary, every year all students go through the same kind of process. Sure, it is just a very usual situation. All I can do to feel better other than thinking the way someone suggested me, I think it will be to recall all stuff that happened with some BFFs, family and friends. The only way to take away those memories with me, good or bad, they are all special, and they are the only thing left I can bring away with me. Then, I have to put down everything in the past, and look forward the journey awaiting me, nothing to hold me back.

This is the other journey, whatever I achieved in the past, shouldn't bring me  more pride, but as a reminder how I actually did it. This is another start from zero, and I have to walk it in humility. A humble heart, a passion to go further and further, an ongoing determination and a mind with more self-control than before are what I need to always remember. Hope not to lose myself, hope I will change better, hope I will continue to excel in many areas, and hope to walk with my Lord always.

Bye, my home..