These are the last few hours I actually have a working desk in Tsun Jin High School.
Packing stuff and clearing the desk for the new Math teacher to take over the place.
At first, I can't wait to quit the job so I would eventually have more time to do my own stuff, preparing myself for university, going for vacations, hanging around more with friends for the last few months before I continue to study.
However, right now I have a second thought, having the feelings that are the opposition of what I assume myself would go through at first. I really feel reluctant to quit the lifestyle of being force to wake up early in the morning before the sun shows himself, I really miss the days when I can really joke around with those kids, they are genuine in every feelings they express with no doubt that is the only place you can guarantee a genuine blessing, a genuine smile, genuine tears, and genuine compliments. I doubt I can find these genuine stuff in the "real society".
Well everything is going to an end, it is time to end my school life. I thank God for the extended school life He gave me, which most of my friends ended this kind of experience 6 months ago after they graduated from Tsun Jin.
Thanks to those kids that told me I did well in teaching, Thanks to those kids that said "You are the best teachers I ever met till now", Thanks to those kids that cry for my absence, Thanks to those kids who loves me much, Thanks to those kids who gave me gifts of appreciation, Thanks to every single genuine words of blessings from the kids before I leave them.
To the students in J1B, J1E, J1G and J1J,
I love you guys and the farewell was one of my greatest moment I have in this lifetime.Thanks to you guys from the depth of my heart
Thursday, May 26, 2011
Sunday, May 15, 2011
We change
Over the 5 months in year 2011, I realize human can really change. No exception, everyone changes.
I change from choosing medicine course to electrical engineering. I change from interested in some buddies and eventually end up not even really want to meet up with those buddies. I change from "pretend to be humble" and become really "proud of who I am", which cause many people thought I am a boastful person, which is definitely not true. Definitely has no intention in pulling anyone down by lifting myself up. All of a sudden I like sports, all of a sudden I like Japanese, all of a sudden I like to be alone more than hanging around with friends. Changing into someone better or worse in different ways. Obviously, I guess those who change a lot mainly are those who have not really discovered themselves, have not realized what are the things that they are passionate with and will drive them crazy , and have not discovered what are the things that are really significant to them.
However, I believe each and everyone of us has a destiny, we meant to appear in some areas which we can discover who we truly are. And, in order to reach that, I believe the process our of changes are necessary for our self discovery. It is definitely a bullshit to become a believer of "Rich Dad , Poor Dad". Don't understand why must anyone believe in 100% in that book. Come on guys, that is not GOD okay? I don't deny that it is a good book, the idea or philosophy that the book brought out, is just for reference. Not all human is meant to be someone in the society in the same way, no definite way. It is our own effort to discover who we truly are by our very own experiences we gone through every single choices and changes.
I change from choosing medicine course to electrical engineering. I change from interested in some buddies and eventually end up not even really want to meet up with those buddies. I change from "pretend to be humble" and become really "proud of who I am", which cause many people thought I am a boastful person, which is definitely not true. Definitely has no intention in pulling anyone down by lifting myself up. All of a sudden I like sports, all of a sudden I like Japanese, all of a sudden I like to be alone more than hanging around with friends. Changing into someone better or worse in different ways. Obviously, I guess those who change a lot mainly are those who have not really discovered themselves, have not realized what are the things that they are passionate with and will drive them crazy , and have not discovered what are the things that are really significant to them.
However, I believe each and everyone of us has a destiny, we meant to appear in some areas which we can discover who we truly are. And, in order to reach that, I believe the process our of changes are necessary for our self discovery. It is definitely a bullshit to become a believer of "Rich Dad , Poor Dad". Don't understand why must anyone believe in 100% in that book. Come on guys, that is not GOD okay? I don't deny that it is a good book, the idea or philosophy that the book brought out, is just for reference. Not all human is meant to be someone in the society in the same way, no definite way. It is our own effort to discover who we truly are by our very own experiences we gone through every single choices and changes.
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